Monday, January 28, 2013

I miss you~

Coming back from a midnite movie after a long hour working sunday...(companion by tat n min, whom tot i should catch a movie to prevent turn into "crazy" mode!)
Get an advise after greet them..."think a good thing b4 sleep"..

Good thing...

All those good memories with her turn up in my mind..fill up every corner of my brain..
Drench deeper follow by time pass, i found out i love her very much, from deep side of heart...

"Let go" is the highest recommend option..but i jz couldn't do it...
we did having fun together, for a period of time, but...it change..
Wondering i did sumthing wrong?wondering i say sumthing wrong?wondering i didn't catch the right timing?wondering i am too desperate?wondering i let the chance slip away...
tonne of wondering, perhaps i couldn't find out the real reason...

Tiring & exhausted...yet couldn't fall in sleep...
How r u recently? i hope everything doing good on you, good night!







Saturday, May 16, 2009

恢复写blog的第一个星期五..

宏啊!!!
耳边传来妈妈的叫声...
"pue tiam kao lo...zo mi ko beh ki lai?!" (in hokkien)
译成中文=八点半咯,为什么还没起床?

听到这句话的那一刻,我好像被电击似的,立刻马上从床上跳了起来...
因为对是个朝9晚6的上班族的我来说,肯定迟大到了!!
一走出房门,做工以来一直给我搭顺风车的同事就到了...只好叫妈妈跟她说不用载我了...
离9点只剩十五分钟,只好飞一般风驰电掣的动起来...
刷牙,洗澡,喝咖啡,吃妈妈打包回来的不知名印度式早餐...只用了15分钟...
过后妈就驾着mavy以180kmph的时速在我上班...
途中,还被妈训了一顿...
来到办公室,看看挂钟,还好只迟了五分钟...
心想,以后不可再褒剧到深夜了...(可只是想想,过一阵子还是会一如既往的明知故犯,哈哈,真是无可救药!!)

接下来又是11小时的工作时间.......................................................................................................

下班后,和家人去吃由婆婆做东的火锅...
一顿丰富的晚餐...
回到家,已经9点多...一轮梳洗,已经十点了...
迟了,也累了,就不出街啦...
开了电脑上网,chating,check mail...

突然电话响了,是ch sms 我...问我明天要不要去泡温泉...
我问了很多问题,如有谁去,为什么不要换星期天,明天大家都不用工作吗?(因为我明天得上班)
可是他答得很不耐烦,原本还在考虑选择工作还是放松的我,就干脆告诉他我不去了...
赌气嘛,我好声好气的问,他竟然给我这样的反应,不想看他的脸色!!

会周公时间又到,再见咯...






Wednesday, May 13, 2009

我回来了!

看回上一个post,原来已经隔了快一年半的时间...
都怪自己懒惰,执着(每次都想写得很好,结果就不了了之)!
现在想通啦,午餐时间也还剩很多..就造就了这个post!!


就讲讲最近的烦恼吧!

最近工作忙忙得不可开支,天天都加班到8点,星期六也要上班(我公司是採五天制的,星期六上班就算OT)

虽然身边很多朋友都羡慕我有OT做,可是我却一点也不开心,因为:
1.我是个蛮好动的人,喜欢运动..就像basketball,futsal,badminton...
可是现在都没时间去玩了...原本每个星期六都有的futsal都因为要做OT而没去...虽然这些运动可以下班后才进行,可是都会累到只想呆在家休息...
2.我也很喜欢旅行,认识我的人都知道...原本表哥约我在六月时去澳洲旅行,也因为工作的关系而无法成行..他们这趟旅程都是住在朋友家,住宿费就省起来了,只需花机票钱和普通消费...真可惜!

最近听到电台说的一句话:"人应该为了生活而工作,不是为了工作而生活"
这句话想说的是人不该为了工作而放弃自己想做的事情...
我很认同这句话,可是要实践并不是那么简单...
看来这个烦恼会跟随我很久,至少到八月...因为公司的peak period结束了!!


另一个...

上个星期六跟一班旧同学喝茶,她也有去..自从农历新年一起去拜年和之后去看了一次电影,都很久没看见她了...虽然因为有事办而迟了很多,呆了大概一小时就散席了,可是还谈得蛮开心的!
但回家时她坐了另一个朋友的车,心里有点不舒服..难道我还喜欢她?
想了好久都得不到答案,救命啊!!

今天msn和她谈天时好像说错话,因为她突然不回我...我也不敢问,只懂瞎猜...该怎么办?好烦!!


还好!!!
上一个周末,也就是五一劳动节,和几个老友到邦戈岛度假去...
3天2夜的旅程,除了充充电,还可展缓我的烦恼...
是个难忘的旅程..详情可到我老友潘胜杰的部落格(
http://kforkiat.blogspot.com/search/label/Perak)查阅..

hooooo...没想到写个部落格会将累...
就到这了啦,我保证下个post不会再隔那么久...嘻嘻...


Tuesday, November 27, 2007

my 21st birthday~!

date:27/11/2007
time start:9.04pm
location:brother's room(in front of com)

re:post my 1st blog of my life regarding my 21st birthday

story begin~~

for me,21st birthday is an important day~
unfortunately,my EXAM IS COMING!!(following day of my birthday)
no mood n oso no time 2 celebrate~coz need 2 study~
26/11/2007,before 12am

come bac from celebrate my grandma birthday bout 10.30pm..
no mood study,on9 checking friendster comment,mail,result of football match,fantasy football score....(ar!!onli 80 marks..keeping asking y i replace carson wit friedrel??)
REGRET,DISAPPOINT~!


12.01am,27/11/2007

beep,beep...(ringtone of my phone received sms)
1st wish during my birthday~~siapa tu leh~?


psk!!(nickname-babi,zhu ba jie)~1st guy send in msg~thanks~!


12.06am..2nd person send in...
a person i cant expected~AH MAN...
long time din meet her after i on leave 2 prepare for my exam~

i din remember dat i have told her my birthday~
weired!suprised!anyway,thanks~!

12.13am...3rd & 4th(send in same time)


pk!!(nickname-pua keh,tua the)

hw!!(nickname-miao,kong hu sai..)

dis 2 guy send in same time...1 wit HAPPY& another 1 wit BIRTHDAY~!
creative n nice teamwork group~~good idea~!

i chat wit 4 of above a while~~
msg not coming in again & i open ppstream click a movie name 13ghost...
beep beep again~~time is 1.06am..it was a msg from mmsmaxis?
i open n read it...it write i have receive a mms from MC(5th person) n ask me log in thru pc~
weired,y din send directly 2 my phone?

i go 2 maxis web n log in...
(few second pass..)it appear access denied coz of ur acc may inactivate...
i follow d instruction written there n log in again but failed...
no choice,oledi midnite..cannot ask MC send 2 me again~then i continue my movie...
2.++am~movie finish n i straight go find datuk chew~!
have 2 go college library do revision wit ah teck on 9am!!

RINGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG!!!!

time 2 wake up...2more msg appear in my phone....
chiam(colleague) n mc,reply them..walk out from my room...

conversation below in hokkien
mum:"wu tak ceh ar?"
notyboy:"erm..."(wake up condition)
mum:"sieu zui ti tang liao,ka le bui kuei peng liao..zang wan zui liao keh jiak.."
notyboy:"ohhhh..."

after bath,i eating d chicken rice i mention above n drinking d coffee bancuh by my mum~~
taste nice n energy meal~~
PEEEE...
ah teck coming fetch me 2 college~~

during d time in sch...i receive wish msg from li jun(doraemoon),hooi e(samurai),shia yong(siao po),soon lee(ang kao,monkey),yen ching,cheans...face 2 face wish from ah teck n joan...mms from mc dat i request her 2 send again~~
3pm,more less dat time...a stranger come in library n walk toward me...i can recognise him,1 of my 'friend' in my friendster...

he tell me dat joan is looking 4 me,ask me go outside...

its a suprise~!!joan waiting me outside library wit a 'cake'...
around me r few stranger,i think is joan's friend...they start sing birthday song!!!
so shy~~but happy~~hehe~!special memories!!thanks her(joan) a lot...1st friend celebrate wit me...time following continue study again...zzzz....

8++pm....me n ah teck decide 2 go home~~
i straight switch on my pc 2 check who wish me again...

there is KX(devil,dtn,tua cui) n few friendster friend..
after viewing SK blog...i decide 2 record my 21st birthday in my blog~~


time end:10.55pm
at here i wan thanks all friend who wish me including those i din mention above~~
n i wan take few wish b4 my birthday end:-
1)wish i can pass my exam of 28 & 29 november 2007.
2)wish my family n friend live healthy without attacking by any decease,bad luck.
3)wish SHE will realise my heart~!


dats all...not greedy rite?haha~!!

notyboy!